I need someone to speak to

When I sit alone and think
Think of what I am and what I did
I wonder… “How it would be?”
If someone would look beyond my brain’s lid

I know… No matter how close the person is
Some things never get voice
And that makes me insanely wonder… “How it would be?”
If I am myself to someone, w/o thinking twice

Judgment is human’s nature
And I am scared of it
I wonder “How it would be?”… If w/o a balance
Someone would unleash my thoughts, my feelings…my every bit

Things are not always right
And sometimes…one looks for an advice
And that makes me frantically wonder… “How it would be?”
If someone would help you, w/o asking for a price

That’s why…

When the day ends
And I sit with my dairy, with a pen or two
I wonder how it would be
If I had someone to speak to