Thats How Life Proceeds...

Lying on the grass green...
Searching for the shine so keen...
Eyes wide open to look for ...
The brightest star in the sky, I adore...


I remember all the promises he made...
I can recapitulate every word he said...
Friend or more than a friend???
Is this question, commencement of the end???


The emotions were strong and new...
Same as the wind that just passed through...
Brooding to decide, what in my life is prior?
I closed my eyes to visualize what I desire...


It seemed something like a black hole...
Could feel the ambiguity of my disturbed soul...
Round and round, depth of infinity...
Am I about to loose the relationship so pretty???


Scared I opened my eyes...
ITS HIM!!! I said it thrice...
Its him... I am talking about...
The option of him forgetting me is ruled out...


Tough are these days that are going through..
I want teddies bunnies and a lil poo...
I am childish and I know I need to mature...
But is it necessary? Are you sure?


All I can say is I have always lost...
What I expect and want the most...
So this time I am leaving things as it is...
Because THATS HOW LIFE PROCEEDS!!!

Don't make me wish
if u can't fulfill it;
Don't make me realize
if you can't accept it;
Don't make me feel
if it isn't true;
Don't make me wait
if you are through;
I m immortal
you are thee...
I am entangled
make me free;
Bound are the thoughts
that you create...
That's how destiny is
written by fate!!!