A step towards the world

Ahem ahem… what is this?
Smoke or a mist?
My dear lord…
Why is everything so blurred?

Wait a min! This is the place I dreamt of
Am I hallucinating or what?
After coming back to sense
The first question was about my presence!

I lifted my head
And pinched myself…
To perceive
I am having the most awaited eve

Yes indeed it was beautiful…
Dream becoming reality!
Unknowingly I stepped into hell…
A torment cloaked so well!

That was a giant leap, a step towards the world
Which made me realize…
Most of the things that people crave for
Are things made just to adore…

Am I 20? Will I be 25 in just 5 years?
How will I grow in damn 5 yrs?
Will these 5 years turn me into a lady?
All on myself… Independent and free?

Am I capable to take this?
Am I capable to work and earn?
Am I to stand on my feet?
No no dear husband it’s your seat!

I am done with my experience
And yes I have taken my decision
This desk job is not meant for me
It’s not at all my cup of coffee!!!

Thud!!! Ouch?!
Oh! It looks like I am on floor…
Oh hell that was a nightmare!
God why do you do that? Is it fair?

To scare me off
Is one thing u wont succeed in
I will go ahead, I will proceed
I will definitely harvest the sown seed

Indeed he will be the head
But I will be his right hand
If he will be the king I won’t be any less
Neither will dominate nor will I suppress

I am the one who is neither dependent
Nor independent…
I am the one who is both crazy
And a total freak…

I am the one who believe
Stepping is the easiest thing
If one foot is in the reign of uncertainty
The other still lies in the hands of safety

That means stepping is never a fall!
It’s always balanced
So god don’t make me phobic to this absurd
I am ready to take “A step towards the world”